Others May…I Cannot

You may have heard the commercial for the credit card that says “membership has its privileges,” well being in Christ may as well carry the same slogan.

I give a lot of thought to how I behave as a Christian. My desire is that I live in a way that others will want to know Christ because of what they see in me. There are times I am successful at this, however, most often my actions and attitudes grieve me and I fear more people are chased away than are ever drawn near.

Sometimes God is so good to give me a limited view of my own depravity. I get too independent and stray from the goal of living life to glorify God and begin to live my life indulging my own thoughts, beliefs and desires. Suddenly what is most important to me is having my own way about something, rather than thinking about others. I start feeding my wants instead of thinking about how what I say and do or don’t say or do will impact people for or against Christ. “I” becomes all important and all consuming. When this happens my entire perspective on everything changes!

It is amazing to me how easily I can begin to display the rotten fruit of anger and impatience and pride. This is where God is so good. He lets me see just enough to know.

My heart is so deceitful and still so full of self. I still have all these wants and desires that will lure me away from Him. Oh how clearly I can see this today! I wish I could always see it! When my mind does the "yeah, but is wanting the place to look nice soo bad?" thing I know it is the same as when the serpent asked Eve "Did God really say?"...
I pray God will help me to keep my heart fixed on Him. it is so easy to slide back into that mindset!

Scripture says, “I have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself up for me. Galatians 2:20

This demands that I no longer live for myself. Being crucified with Christ says that I have died to all the worldly passions and desires (Gal. 5:24) and means that those things are literally dead to me.

You and I cannot indulge our flesh any longer. We have been bought with an incredible price. Others may live for self...we cannot.